My buddy has been treating me like shit! It has not been this bad since high school! Maybe he’s hurting but he won’t let me in! I don’t know what I’d do if he did! I don’t know how much longer I can take it! Are the fun times worth it! Are there even fun times anymore!
Film fest I am working at is premiering a Benedict Cumberbatch movie and he may come and this may be the closest I ever get to dating Benedict Cumberbatch I’ll take it.
Also my friend who I went to the fancy bar with told me that he finally understands that women are not always asking for attention when they dress a certain way, and that he sees that being the unwilling object of someone’s gaze is no fun. I was incapable of telling him how happy that made me, and I didn’t want to jump into his arms or anything, so we just beamed at each other for a while. It was nice.